The Beatitudes for the 21st Century
August 25, 1993
All people are searching for the fulfillment of their original being. In this search, so much frustration takes place often rendering people hopeless, and thereby falling prey to the teachings of the fallen[i] archangel. Through the fallen archangel's teachings, a person's internal character is redefined according to the standard of value which the fallen archangel has come to believe in as a result of having to justify his own existence through the lifestyle he conveys to fallen people on earth. By this then, all people in their search to fulfill their original nature find themselves often frustrated because one must necessarily go through the territory of the fallen archangel to come into the world of True Adam.
Therefore, each one of you who is here tonight is most blessed should you be able to bring the teachings that you will hear tonight internally into the sanctuary, which for the most part you may have not found in your life, will be among the fortunate. Tap into that sanctuary tonight and let these words reside in that place. For these words are The Teachings 40 generations later. The Teachings are here so that each one of you, in your position to be loved by God, can then fulfill their position in order to be loved by God. This is a most blessed thing and that in this you find your humility, and in that humility, you are able to stand naked. And it is in that nakedness that you are able to find what it is that is wrong[ii] with you, that which has been blocking your life from coming into the fruition of the inheritance which rightfully can become yours. You are destined to come into the inheritance that opens the possibility for true parenthood inside of your own lives.
Therefore, blessed are they who are humble that they might recognize inside of themselves what they need to forsake and leave behind them and not look back lest they turn into a pillar of salt, divorcing themselves from the rightfulness of their inheritance. Through the memory of the past, the fallen archangel will pull you away from your being able to reach fruition, of achieving the position to be loved by God. Therefore, whoever can submit themselves to the real meaning of humility will find the door is opened for them to enter into the sanctuary where they find God living inside.
And blessed are those who persevere, not necessarily only those who do good works, or are righteous each day, or who have lived pure lives entirely. That is virtuous. But such people may find one day that they don't understand humility and their arrogance predominates, which means they are not bearing the fruits of a pure life. In their arrogance they shall find one day that they submit to the teachings of the fallen archangel, and one day they give up. They do not persevere to the end and the very foundation which they have created by way of their pure life is partially lost. Therefore, blessed are they who have been able to persevere. And in this, the perseverance can open up the portal for that person to find the sanctuary inside by which that person then is able to come in contact with the foundation by which to receive their inheritance.
And blessed are they who understand their responsibility because in those who have taken responsibility for that which they have been given by God, more shall be given to them. And to those who have been given and have not been able to fulfill the responsibility given to them, they may find that more may not be given to them. And those who have squandered that which has been given to them, more may be taken away from them until they learn the path of being humble, that they may enter into the sanctuary to discover the foundation which is the basis for which the inheritance can find its anchor. Otherwise, a person will be living according to the memories of the teachings which the archangel has given to his ancestors, which are very much alive inside each individual. Therefore, blessed are they who understand their responsibility. You can live to be able to bring into reality the very responsibility, which is to reach maturation, which becomes potentially possible through the change of lineage.
And blessed are those people who have understood the words which they have heard which are truthful in their lives, and who have not divorced themselves from those words in order to give themselves greater attachment to the words which were given to Eve[iii] before the fall. Though people have changed their lineage, those words still live within each person's fallen mind. The words which Eve received and the instructions which Eve received from the archangel are still alive in the memory of your ancestors. Should one not be able to establish the proper foundation by which one's ancestry can be resurrected, those memories shall continue to come back. Should you not establish the foundation of substance by which your ancestors can be resurrected, you will be left to despair. But should you establish this foundation of substance, their memories then are vanquished and forgotten. Through this you create a resurrected spiritual world, which becomes the atmosphere which Adam[iv] and Eve did not have around them due to the planning of the fallen archangel. In this manner you are able to do what Adam and Eve could not do, which was to create the atmosphere for the resurrection of their children. Being that this was not successful, it was easier for their children to fight amongst one another. Thus, Cain and Abel could not make the condition to develop a better spiritual environment and bring about the possibility of the birth of the Messiah in the next generation.
Therefore blessed are they who understand the words and the teachings that they have received, that they may be able to take those words and not act upon them in an empty way; whereby actions are only pretensive and become part of a facade that you build in your life whereby you pretend that you are living a holy life by way of listening to truthful words and acting out those truthful words. But your acting is only making you a hypocrite when in the reality inside yourself you have nothing to do with those words. For it is better not to speak words of truth knowing inside yourself that you speak words of truth only that you might get attention because you were not attended to as young child, not receiving the love that should have been given to you by your parents. Therefore, in the illusion of your own mind, in order to receive attention, you believe you are justified by your actions and by your works. It is better not to speak words of truth just because now you know the truth and you believe by speaking the truth, you are helping other's lives when in reality should you look honestly inside of your life, you will find that you speak words not that you are giving life to others, but only that you are trying to gain life from others given to you because inside of you, you are experiencing that sense of need and lacking. To this end, what is being cultivated is the continuation of the masquerade where you believe so honestly that you are living a life of attendance when in fact what you are doing is fulfilling a life of self-centeredness. Therefore, do not be a person who feels that you are taking responsibility for the truth that you have learned in your life, when in reality you are not taking responsibility for a life of attendance but are taking from others what you should be giving to them. The taking from others is the drawing of their attention to you because you have not yet fully identified with the emptiness inside your soul. In not being able to face the reality of your emptiness, you have created a life of faith which is not truly the life of faith where you stand in humility naked before God, confessing your sins[v] to your own heart, realizing your shame and indecency before God and before your ancestors and put yourself in readiness to take responsibility to make repentance in the proper offering to God for the acceptance of your shame and your irresponsible way of living.
Therefore, I say and teach all people who read or hear these Teachings that you must be very careful. Watch very carefully the work and the actions of the fallen archangel in your seemingly true spiritual life. For one day your life will be tested - and the temptation will come to you where you will stand naked, and your shame will come out. Your indecency before God shall be revealed one day.
Therefore, they who have boasted so strongly in the teachings of truth only to be presumptuous, only to draw attention to themselves, to make themselves feel strong inside and in control, one day shall be humbled by the nakedness of their spiritual life. Because they will not be able to stand up to the true test, which is the test of whether or not this person has been able, when left alone and forsaken by God and forsaken by brothers and sisters, and forsaken by their spouse, and forsaken by their children, and forsaken by their ancestry, then what do you think of yourself inside? Do you hold in contempt all the various people who you believed should have supported your life? Who should have loved you, cared for you and served you? Do you hold in contempt your father, your mother, your ancestors? Shall you hold in contempt your spouse, your ancestry, your religious organization? Shall you hold in contempt all those who you believe are contemptible for the sake of justifying your own failure, that you may not face your responsibility and look clearly inside to the shame that you see when you stand in nakedness? And for being irresponsible? In this moment, how will you act? How shall you think? It is then you shall find out what you really are inside of yourself, whether or not the life you have lived in your life of attendance has been a life of attendance or rather has been a life of people attending you.
Therefore, blessed are they who have heard words of truth and through hearing words of truth, have confessed up to themselves their secrets which are so dark; their misgivings in life still unconfessed inside themselves. By not doing this, one must deny the impulse of the original mind in order not to face judgment that the person then may escape into the illusion of everything that he is not. Making a world of make-believe in order to cover up inside oneself the false lifestyle which has been created in order to escape the judgment of truth which one heard, the judgment of personality which one does not have, and the judgment of heart because of feeling so barren inside. To escape these judgments, one must live in the world of the teachings of Lucifer and become one with Lucifer[vi] and become his child, that one does not become a child of God.
Should you become a child of God, you must own up and confess your sins to God otherwise you cannot feel God's love freely flowing through you, because you know inside there is yet some shame to be discovered through the unrepented sins in your life, and in your ancestry, that you still struggle with and yet you may not know that you struggle with them because they have been denied since childhood. But they still live so fully manifested in your life and if you are honest, you can see this powerfully in your marriage relationship. Your spouse will provoke in you the very sins of your ancestors that the condition might be established that you might be responsible in that moment for the words of truth that you did hear in the past. Should you then hold your spouse in contempt, you cannot be responsible to the truth that you know, thereby continuing the teachings of the fallen archangel to escape into the illusion that it is your spouse who is making your life difficult; not realizing the opportunity of resurrection for your eternal life through the salvation of your ancestors and the forgiveness of their sins by your realizing the blessing of the words of truth that you have been taught.
So why is it that you have come to the altar of God to make an offering, to make your foundation of faith, should you not even be able to believe inside yourself that you've been honest in the very beginning of your spiritual life. Even in reading words of truth? How is it that you have come to make an offering knowing very well that inside of yourself you have yet such deep secrets which have been blocking you from even being able to come into contact with the living word of truth, rendering yourself only in intellect, being able to logically rationalize truth? It is for this reason that you may find that there are no people gathering around you, because they cannot find through you the redemption of their lives and through you experience the feeling of hearing the words, "And neither shall I condemn you. Go and sin no more." But inside of themselves, even should they be with you, they feel the same conflict in their lives. The same shame and struggle. The same torment and suffering. The same pain lurking inside of them that you live with. How can you resolve another person, should you not have found resolve inside yourself? How should you expect anyone to be honest with you, if you are not honest with yourself? How shall you expect anyone to respect you if you do not respect yourself? The problem is that inside yourself you know that you are not respectable, that you are still living in shame. The guilt still lives because the fall of man still lives inside of you because you have not really questioned. You have looked back at Sodom and turned into a pillar of salt yourself by stirring up inside yourself and resurrecting the teachings of the archangel.
Even in hearing words of truth your minds wander about. You cannot focus even but for a moment sometimes to anchor and to understand even what you hear now and how it relates to your own life. You're thinking of tomorrow and your plans for next week. This is your own disrespect for your own original mind. For the words which you are hearing tonight are original mind words. When you cannot pay attention, it means you have not found respectability inside yourself, which means you live outside of the sanctuary of your own true being, still being distracted by your wandering minds. Still living a life of pretense. Still being linked to things which distract you in the world which are inside of you. It is for this reason the Word of God may not live inside of you, and only your intellect believes that the Word of God has found its residence in you. Should the Word of God really find its residence in you, then you begin to become a living being. Then you yourself know that people who come to you can find their way to God. When you do not live just in the world of intellect, you can find hundreds of people coming toward you.
Therefore, The Teachings are that you are truly most blessed should you understand the words of truth which you have been taught, which you have experienced in your life. But you must own up inside yourself and honestly reflect what is your relationship with these words. One day you will be asked to own up to what you know and so little can one live what one doesn't know.
How can anyone hold anyone in contempt for anything when you look at your own life and you realize the disarray? And yet the archangel lives so strongly, convincing each person how well he or she is doing. All you need do is think for one year how many people you didn't service and take care of. How many people did you indict and accuse and wall off from? With how many people did you not act rightfully but instead divorced yourself from your rightful inheritance by divorcing others from you in the moment of opportunity to give life to others? How is it you think inheritance comes? Simply by saying, "I am saved?" If that is true, the mockery is even stronger.
To receive and do nothing with what you received is to live a life of disrespectfulness internally. If one comes to understand the meaning of being blessed, then one understands the meaning of being responsible to the words which have been heard, the words which were not given to Eve and were therefore not there to help her withstand the plan of Lucifer. Therefore, internally Eve became impotent, unable to convey the proper reality of the circumstance of her relationship with Lucifer to Adam. As such, Adam was not able to understand inside of himself by way of the living Word almost ready to come alive inside of him at his adolescent age. Adam should have had experienced the command of being the lord of the universe. How can a person at that moment enter into the fall of man, making themselves the shame of the universe?
Therefore, Eve was not able to access the sanctuary inside of herself. She was not able to find God living inside of her because she had listened to the wrong teachings - the teachings which Lucifer gave to her, shutting her off from her original mind.
As such, when she sat down and talked with Adam about her relationship with Lucifer, Eve was not able to convey to Adam rightfully what took place. As a result of this Adam could not come into the position of receiving the proper judgment to awaken inside of himself the sanctuary where his original mind still lived; where he could have brought the measure of judgment to Eve and instructed Eve to make the necessary condition whereby she could have been brought back into the position of having nothing to do with Lucifer. Therefore, please understand inside the things which you are hearing. Inside of you is the same sanctuary of Eve because you are in the same position, aren't you?
Look inside yourselves and ask, "Where am I really and who lives inside of me?" Is it the dialogue and the relationship between Eve and the archangel? Or is it the dialogue between God, Gabriel, and Adam and Eve? Which one lives more strongly inside of you?
The Teachings have it, that blessed are they who understand the true meaning of humility that they may stand naked and find their sin and confess up to God inside themselves what that sin is. And blessed are they who understand their responsibility, and who have heard truth and understand the responsibility which Eve could not take in front of Adam and Adam could not take in front of Eve, thereby engaging in the fall of man. Should the fall of man continue to live inside of you, you must ask yourself whether you need to stop pretending and start from the beginning of your spiritual life. Do not think for a moment that you are blessed before God if in your lifestyle you deny the very thing that you think inside of yourself. It is the same as the disciples arguing over who shall have the greater position in the kingdom of God. How foolish, for it may be the sinners that get there before them! Being first in receiving the blessing[vii], you may find yourself at the back of the train in your relationship with God.
Do not frown upon those who first come and receive the blessing of understanding, that they come to life in the receiving and that you inside of yourself still hold others in contempt for having hurt you in your life of faith, so that you hold those who are coming to life in their life of faith contemptible because they judge you. But you excuse those who are now coming alive as being so young that they do not yet understand. And in this way you escape the judgment. Yet I tell you it is you that does not understand. Let them have a little bit more experience, one thinks, and see the real problems that we face in an organization trying to save mankind, then they will not be as inspired as they are now. Should you impart this experience to others, you make yourself twice a son of Lucifer.
How strong is your original mind? You must understand your fallen minds are alive. Sometimes the facade and pretensive living of spiritual life makes one believe that having a holy and righteous position negates the reality of the fallen mind. One's ancestors are still very much enwrapped and connected with the impact of the fall. In order for them to be freed, you must internally be able to go beyond the scope of the structure of their thinking. That is why you will be tempted by the same types of people who tempted them.
The same pitfalls, sexually, that your ancestors fell into will tempt you as well. The same type of attraction that a man has for fallen Eve will come about because of the same attraction that your male ancestors had for certain fallen Eves that will appear before you. You will meet the same people, who in a different body and spirit, tempted your ancestors to fall. Should you not recognize that, you may excuse it and continue to flirt internally and then compare your spouse against that flirtation. By doing this, you make an alliance with the pillar of salt of your ancestors and are unable to truly resurrect them in a way that they are looking to be resurrected.
Now internally you may honestly feel that you have very little to do with this. That would be your first mistake. Do you think that somehow your ancestors don't see you masturbating at night? Or lusting for somebody across the street? Such a life is not one of purity. You must therefore look honestly inside of yourself and see what type of person you are before feeling (in the reality of) being most blessed. To feel most blessed is a very real-life experience. It is an experience in which the Word has become alive inside of you.
You hear these words and perhaps feel a bit uncomfortable. It is not wrong that you do feel internally uncomfortable, because the Teachings come now that you might be made uncomfortable that you might be made comfortable in a more secure way. For if you are going to save your ancestors and create the type of circumstance by which your children shall become blessed of God, then you need to understand inside of you what type of spiritual world you are drawing around your family. As you heard in the Teachings about clearing away an angry spiritual world, Adam and Eve did not have the proper environment by which to be able to access their original minds in a deep enough way to withstand the temptation of Lucifer. In order to indemnify this environment, we must create an environment which brings the proper level of spiritual world - at least the level of Paradise must come and dwell amongst your family.
But I would ask you the question, "Who amongst you understands how to bring the saints and sages of Paradise down into the environment of your family?" It has to do with the internalization of receiving the Word and conveying the Word to others that they become alive and are in the position of being able to receive God's love through you, that by this, they acknowledge you as one who has a parental heart.
Should you develop the parental heart toward Cain[viii], when Cain acknowledges that you are one through whom he can receive forgiveness of his shame inside, and those in the Cain position to you are able to love you and your husband before your child is born, the realm of Paradise shall descend down to you as a couple and create a sphere of protection during the embryonic journey of the holy child. There are people who recognize you as being able to love them. This is the true meaning of Abel, and the child is thus born into the world as a son or daughter of God.
A true Abel does not just stand in the position of directing but is able to love Cain in a way that Cain feels inside himself. I know your anguish. I know your sins which are many. However, by the greatness of your faith and love, Cain feels the words spoken to him: "Your sins are forgiven." How many people experience that with Abel? Instead, how many Cains hold Abel in contempt because Cain sees Cain inside of Abel.
Cain does not like himself because he disrespects himself because he has not found the sanctuary inside to escape the maneuver of the fallen archangel, whom he hates. Therefore, Cain hates himself. Should he then see himself in Abel, he holds Abel in contempt, blocking his own way to redemption and his own resurrection. Abel sees Cain inside of himself and Abel hates Cain. Because Abel does not like the fallen archangel, Abel cannot find Abel inside of himself and therefore he finds Cain.
Should Cain come to Abel that Cain might find his own resolution before God, to be loved where he was forsaken and comforted where he was rejected. But because Cain cannot find Abel in Abel, Cain finds Cain in Abel, and Abel finds Cain in Abel. They both die together, and the prolongation of God's Providence[ix] continues.
Abel, not being able to love himself, cannot be Abel, because he does not find the love of God inside of him. He finds the love of Lucifer loving him. Because he has looked back at the pillar of salt, at Sodom and does not look at his sisters as pure, holy children but may look at his sisters as adult women, by this he cannot enter into the deep sanctuary of his own spouse to find forgiveness of his own sins through his wife not understanding his wife is his second messiah.
Through his wife, he can hear, "I know, my son. Your sins are many. But because of the greatness of your love for me, your sins, as dark as they may be, are forgiven of you." But he cannot see that in his wife because he loves the Lucifer inside of himself, though he does not know he loves Lucifer because he is denying facing his responsibility of owning up to being blessed by way of hearing the Words of truth, which should bring the judgment to Lucifer inside of Abel externally. He is denying facing that through the judgment of the truth whereby Lucifer would be excised out of Abel externally, that God might be able to come and love Abel so that Cain no longer lives to that extent in Abel that when Cain comes, holding in contempt the Word, Cain does not find Cain in Abel, but finds the mercy of God.
Therefore, I teach all of you that you must excise Lucifer out of your souls. And do not pretend to live a spiritual life, thinking that you are Abel when Cain lives inside of you. If you are in Abel's position, which all of you are having received the blessing, then when he who sins against God comes to you in the world divorced from God, did you service them or did you divorce them from the rightfulness of their inheritance which you should give to them by being in the position of being loved by God and having experienced change of lineage? Or do you alienate those people who come to you to receive God's love because inside of you, you find Cain through their presence in your life? And you become so disgusted with them living inside of you, that you cannot excise Lucifer outside of them, for you have not forsaken Lucifer inside of you in your own life? That's why one day spiritually you are in heaven, and the next day you do not know whether you even believe in what you believe.
Eve believed and then the next day she fell. She believed and so did Adam. And so, it is with all of you. They then found themselves disavowing themselves with the truth by which they were to be blessed in holy matrimony. When you are at a low ebb in your spiritual life, you do not find inside of yourself the refreshing purification of the living water. This is because you are in the same circumstance in which Eve found herself and Adam. You are listening internally to the fallen archangelic dialogue which prompts your fallen mind, still attached to your fallen ancestry. As such your fallen ancestry shall come around you and not the realm of Paradise. You therefore struggle, your spouse struggles, and your family struggles. This is natural.
However, should you understand that the moment is before you to establish the foundation of substance to receive the messiah inside your family, then resurrection takes place. Then you judge the words of the fallen archangel given to Eve from outside of your fallen mind, which enables you to access the sanctuary in your Original Mind, that you may be blessed, for you have received the words of Truth.
It is a very sharp distinction between what you think and how you feel, and how you judge when you shouldn't judge. By judging you render yourself contemptible. Who is it that you are judging? You've even judged the words which you hear from me. Even from the mouths of babes you shall hear the Word of God. Even from children you hear the echo of the original mind. But you don't hear it amongst another. You do not hear it from each other because you do not listen. You judge each other too critically because you are in contempt of yourself and frustrated internally with your own life to such a degree that you render neutral and impotent any words of wisdom.
Those who love God most truly, who feel God most truly inside themselves, will hear the Word of God from the greatest sinner. When you find God and hear God's truth spoken through him who is most shamed, then God is with you. Should you only wait for those who are righteous to speak God's words, and only through them can you hear, then you are living a life of pretension and arrogance. If you cannot find God except in the most obvious form, it means you cannot see with your eyes closed. But you must see being blind. You must hear without hearing. Then you can see rightfully. Then you can see inside of yourself. But you cannot open your eyes and see yourself internally. Only by being blind can you see yourself and discover who you are not. And by that you then have the wisdom to remove from yourself the world of Lucifer, that you might then see properly how to take Lucifer out of those who come to you that they might have eternal life. Therefore, blessed are they who have heard the Truth and have understood the way. That the Truth lives inside of you and is not just textbook jargon, recited from a hymnal like long, eloquent prayers, so you seem holy before others because you feel so shamed inside of yourself; that by the justification of others you further escape your own judgment internally. This is the greater judgment that you did escape: the judgment inside, that one day you will be judged even greater by your children.
You are the salt of the earth. But if the salt itself loses the very meaning of its existence, how is it then that you can preserve any good that is inside of you? Therefore, protect your Original Mind. When you find yourself being the very preservative of the righteousness of God inside of yourself. You must protect the righteousness of God inside you and not enter into a flirtation experience inside your own fallen mind, thinking that it is not sin because you have not acted it out in your body. You are already making the condition of sin just by thinking. Be therefore pure in your thoughts. See no one as the potential lustful mate of yourself. See no one in the position of being able to do more for you than your spouse. See no one as being in the position of being able to give to you that which you don't have. Should they not give to you, you hold them in contempt and in judgment of not loving you.
Do not judge and you will not be judged, except by the judgment of your Original Mind. Do not judge and others will not judge you. If you judge others, they will judge you and ask you to owe up to the judgment that you gave them, that you yourself could not live up to. Then you become Cain on top of Cain.
Extend mercy and mercy will be given to you. Which means do not be so quick to size up others, for you do not know them honestly. You think that you know them, but not knowing yourself, how can you understand anyone else? How do you know you are not seeing them through the eyes of your fallen ancestors? How do you know you are not seeing them through the eyes of the potential condition of indemnity there awaiting you to liquidate the sin of your ancestors? But you hold them in judgment and in contempt, being angry at them, thereby forsaking the moment of opportunity for your own life. You did not extend mercy to them, that they may have a moment of relief; that they should internally find a moment of peace; that they can commune with the Abel part of you. You did not extend your mercy to them, and as a result, they became angrier within.
Eve holds resentment for having been seduced and betrayed by Lucifer. She should never have had that experience. Every woman who meets Lucifer fosters further resentment internally. This lives in man as well, because he argues that Eve does not love me in the way that I need, which is the same argument of Lucifer with God. Men therefore become resentful and hold in contempt women who cannot perform sexually in the way that they think they need, that they might be justified in their male hood. Should they continue to foster this, they look back at Sodom and make themselves a person who is alive with Lucifer and are thereby unable to extend mercy to others because they cannot find the light of life inside themselves.
In order to forsake the potential of the light of life, this person bonds more deeply with Lucifer in the darkness. The person who is unmerciful with himself cannot give mercy to others. Should the Truth come and stand right before you, you reject it because you did not receive mercy and compassion in your life. Should Cain not receive mercy, he cannot have a moment of space inside himself to receive Abel's love. He becomes more angry and bitter because inside of him lives betrayal, mistrust, and resentment.
The Teachings say, Blessed are they who are humble. Have you given compassion and mercy to others? Whom have you really loved? How many people do you hold in contempt and judge and size up? How can you size up if your standard is so low internally? First you must have a standard by which you are held unreproachable by the realm of Paradise.
Therefore, start from the beginning. Do not accuse leaders, brothers and sisters, spouses, ancestors, children, or animals. People even kick their animals, holding the animals in such contempt because of one's own inner anger and frustration about life. How low shall one sink while still thinking that they are holy amongst men, leaders amongst people, yet barely able even for a moment in a day to live a holy life in the true meaning of the Word of God? Extend mercy and compassion to others, and others will give mercy and compassion to you.
You seek, but when you find, you do not want to acknowledge what you have found because of the judgment it renders to your own soul. You ask, and when you are answered, you disavow the answer because it causes judgment upon your own soul. You knock, the door is opened, yet you live in fear to cross through the threshold of the complete surrender of life in the autumn, awaiting the winter of barrenness inside your soul that you might be nurtured into the springtime. You fear, therefore your seeking was pretensive; your asking was pretensive; and your knocking was make-believe. How much do you need to start your life over?
Internally, one complains of not being financially sound and yet one does not seek the Kingdom of God first. One thinks by seeking the Kingdom of God, you'll be rendered hopeless. How is it that you thought that seeking the Kingdom of God and its righteousness meant you could keep living a life of falsehood and pretentiousness? That by your works you shall be justified? By your actions you shall be justified? By results you are justified as being a child of God? How is it you are justified by results when internally you hold the very organization in contempt that you brought the results for?
How much must one repent for not having had the foundation to receive the Messiah? Is it any wonder why you cannot feel salvation through your spouse, when you did not accept the position internally of readying yourself to receive your spouse? You did not make the foundation of faith or the foundation of substance to be resurrected into the New Testament era by which the words of Jesus, which you hear, are made alive inside yourself. By crossing the threshold into the Complete Testament era, you could receive wholeheartedly in the fullness of your surrender to your sacrifice, accepting your spouse, that you might have eternal life and that through your spouse, you find Abel.
Therefore, blessed are they who are the most merciful and extend this mercy and this light of compassion to others, having found their responsibility internally to the Truth. If you live in the darkness of your protracted life of faithfulness, you will not find the meaning. And your spouse will represent all the contemptible items that your ancestors held contemptible in their lives, and you shall one day feel the pressure of the fallen archangel at your throat.
Many prefer not to be with their spouses because the love of God does not live inside of the one who cannot be with their spouse. You cannot say, "God's love lives inside of me, but I do not love my spouse." What a contradiction. One may receive the words of Truth and understand but still struggle with their spouse. The struggle is a necessary part of the condition of indemnity. However, to inherit the physical and spiritual foundation available to you now through the merit of the age that one might establish the criteria by which they are Messiahs at the level of their family and clan, one must come into acceptance of their spouse. Not simply by means of having a spouse stand next to you, but a much deeper acceptance. It is the blocking through the inheritance, through the fall of man, through one's lineage of the personality of Lucifer that blocks people from seeing the magnificence of their spouse. There is no other reason except for the interference of the fallen archangel. Those of you who struggle on this level may not want to accept that, which means that you have not been fully compliant with honesty, that the judgment of Truth should judge the lucifer inside of you.
The standard of real purity is unknown to most people alive. The standard of real innocence is virtually unknown to most people alive, except for those who should get through the fallen archangelic persona. And I do not mean that in very vague terms, but in very real terms.
Lucifer had to make up a new psychological definition of his own thinking in order not to face the judgment of Eve's Original Mind. He reworked truth in such a way that he felt justified in his approach, detaching himself from his own being of understanding, as an archangel understanding truth. The truth could no longer judge Lucifer rightfully, because in his own mind he had reworked the principle into such a psychological thesis that he was able to convince Eve of it. He had to dampen her Original Mind, through emotional sensationalism and invalidating her sense of belonging to Adam.
Lucifer will try to invalidate your sense of belonging to your spouse the same way he invalidated Eve's understanding of her belonging to Adam. Through Adam, Eve finds her eternal value and justification for existing. This was invalidated before the fall, which allowed her to enter into an emotional relationship with Lucifer, feeling a sense of greater importance with Lucifer than with Adam. A greater potential destiny; a greater sense of relief with Lucifer.
Adultery begins with one finding a greater sense of future, relief, hope, experience, and sensationalism; the experience of feeling attended to, loved and served, when all along it is the nakedness of the fall of man. Therefore, coming into this acceptance of your spouse, traversing the psychological construction of the fallen archangel's thinking inside yourself allows you to come into the real acceptance of your spouse.
How can one help others come closer to God when the same sins of the people you are trying to serve are more greatly alive inside yourself? You may find that they are helping you to find remission of your own sins and by this you become further detached from your own sanctuary inside yourself. Inside such a course, it is only a matter of time until you may be brought into the world of the fallen archangel unless you should have a deep enough anchor to receive grace from others who know less than you but have repented and have been honest more than you. Then in this God will speak through those who know less than you.
Therefore, be the types of people who can truly preserve inside of yourselves that which is good. Do not be the people who escape responsibility, making believe, living a life which is pretensive, only to find one day your life shattered in front of you, and even then, excusing yourself. For when you are shattered you may find that you may have to recreate your life based upon the fallen archangel. Therefore, extend mercy. Extend forgiveness. Firstly, to your spouse and then extend it outwardly from there. If you must, practice on others and then bring it home.
Each day and each moment you have the work which must be done sufficient for the resurrection of your life. Your eternal life begins today. Even now if you are divorcing yourself from the moment, already you are a pretender. Not that I should receive the respect of you that you listen, but those who live in their own Original Minds listen for it is the respectable thing to do. You shall respect others bringing respect to you otherwise Cain will reject you because you did not inside of yourself practice the respect to others that you want for yourselves.
Therefore, live a life of faith which is real that in each day you can relish and catch the moment, the opportunity of God speaking to you, that you create beautiful moments in your life by way of acknowledging your Original Mind in each given moment. Acknowledge your fallen mind in each given moment and you can divorce your fallen mind from your Original Mind and follow your Original Mind, that you can cherish each moment so that you can breathe. You had better, for the next day you may not be breathing.
You do not know what lies ahead. Do not hold for granted the love that you have in your life now. Do not hold disrespectfully each day which God has given you, even though you are challenged each day. Do not stay too long in the dungeon of your own suffering and shame and detachment, for you do not know the day wherein you shall be brought to the spiritual world in the state of mind that you were relishing and holding onto, looking back at Sodom, making yourself a pillar of preserving your own internal emptiness and low spiritual life. Challenge it in each moment that comes up inside of you, that you are found to be the children of resurrection and not the children of the name of resurrection who inside are full of darkness.
Do not find that you are among those who by appearance only look as if they live a spiritual life, but inside their cup is full of all kinds of uncleanliness. Be the types of people whom each day you can cherish touching water with your hands, that this water is made holy by the holiness inside of your own soul. Be the types of people that when you touch your spouse's hair, that hair becomes sanctified by God because of the sanctification of your hand by your own communion with the living God inside of you that in your moment of communion with your spouse, it is a moment of communion with God, and not just a moment of performance and make believe, in pretense, outwardly that you are making love, but rather internally you are bestowing to your spouse the inheritance of the innocence, of the holiness, of the sanctification of everything which is dear to God.
Therefore, in your prayer, pray that inside of yourself you may be made holy by a true life of attendance and each moment of your attendance, in everything that you do, you give the graciousness of God, the mercy, the forgiveness, to others. It is not offering the external that God asks of you. It is attendance of the heart. Do not be lost in your results without your heart, that you might live only in your results, finding yourself heartless and then you hold the very lifestyle in contempt by which you brought the results.
For you live in tradition and de-sanctify the tradition by disavowing the tradition inside yourself. You come and make offerings without the offering of sanctifying yourself before God. You seek to love your spouse in order to find the experience of acceptance but cannot love other brothers and sisters because they are rendered less important. Seek to build a tradition internally by which the external tradition is justified otherwise you have the name of living only for the sake of gratifying your own self-centeredness. Like a child who wants everything for himself and wants to take even more and acts up so loudly to be seen, to receive attention. That child inside of you is demonstrating and calling for attention because you are proud. And so you demonstrate your length of time, your education, how many spiritual children you have or your fundraising capacity. These are not things to be proud of should you not have the right heart internally by which these things can be received by God.
In each moment you have sufficiently the life which is calling for you to sanctify every person you meet, everything you touch, that by around you the Kingdom of God comes into being. Do not worry about the crimes of the past that you have committed, or the crimes committed against you or your children.
Hear the words which I speak. Take them inside of your souls. Pick up your cross and listen and come. And the angels of heaven will come to you and guide your life.
Do not worry if you cannot feel the excitement of romanticism with your spouse. It is the promise of the future. Pay attention to the indemnity of today that you should not lose the future coming to you. If you pay attention looking for the romanticism only today, the fallen archangel's future shall come to you.
Do not worry about those who chase after you from the past of your life. Treat them respectfully. Inside of them Lucifer may be living, seeking his own reconciliation to you who is in the position to be made holy before God. You must understand Satan's quest for vindication of his own crimes by way of his own repentance, by way of his own owning up in honesty what he did with Eve. Through those who come to you out of your past, when Satan comes through another to you, know that they may be in search of not destroying you but finding their resurrection unbeknown to themselves, prompted by their ancestors.
Therefore, treat all people with mercy, respect, compassion; but hold onto your position of Original Mindedness that you should not be infiltrated and lose your sense of sanctification through your blessing.
Do not worry that your spouse is not attentive to you. Pray rightfully for your spouse. Make an offering of the absence of the attendance of your spouse to you, that through that offering, your spouse might become justified before God by way of your offering and your being justified before God by your being in the position of Abel. By making your offering the position of he who loves more than, and is able to minister more than, your spouse is able to minister to you. By this then, you keep your spouse connected to you by way of your offering. If you believe this, God will work. Not that you should not direct your spouse to come into closer attendance but understand the internal world of your spouse, should your spouse not be able to come so close at this time.
Understand the world of Cain, and the alienation that Cain has to Abel. Why did Cain kill Abel? The Teachings shall make known to you what happened between Cain and Abel and their parents in their upbringing and the relationship to one another. Therefore, brothers and sisters, be wise, be patient, be careful in your living, for your living is so precious to God. Do not take it for granted but even for a moment.
I ask you all to have faith, for you may feel it is impossible to find the answer in your lives. For should you have faith, as faith really has it in and of itself, all things are possible with God. Do not exhaust yourselves in the struggle. But in the struggle find yourselves resurrected and revived and brought back to life again. Though you may be bleeding internally, and cannot stop the hemorrhaging, by the touch to the garment worn by the son of God and by her faith, her want, her surrender in the moment to the state of total absence of self, her hemorrhaging was cured.
How little is your faith in your own struggling in life? How great must your faith be for your resurrection in true life? I do not know what your hemorrhaging is exactly, but I know some of you are hemorrhaging internally. What you need to do then, is reach your hand out and touch, just touch. By your faith, real faith in that moment, you will live again.
Blessed are all of you who hear and understand the true life of faith. That in this, you become. We together become the hope for the salvation of the whole western world as westerners in this world in this room. Should you live in the shame, in the wound and in the bleeding; should you not pass through the eye of the needle, how difficult it is, as with the camel passing through the eye of the needle. How difficult it was when the calling came to the man, and he said to me, "Master, what must I do that I might have eternal life?" Not truly asking, but only asking for the sake of asking, not ready to receive the answer for which he asked, nor to pass through the door which he opened, nor for finding what he sought after in his seeking. And he asked, "What must I do to have eternal life?" And the answer was, "You know the Bible. You know the traditions." And he answered, "I have gone to church. I do tithe. I have kept all of the commandments. All these things which you ask, I have done." And the answer given to him, "There is one more thing you must do. Surrender in all of your sacrifices. Do not sacrifice and internally resist the sacrifice of your offering, that in your offering you are in contradiction - that your foundation of substance is in contradiction. Surrender all that you have. Give everything you've sold to the poor, and then whatever it is, pick up your cross, whatever your cross is in your secret hiding place of the shame of your soul, the darkness of your sins, pick up your cross and tend. Live a life of attendance of offering the world of the heart to God."
In hearing this, looking straight into my eyes, his face dropped in countenance. For inside he knew he could not surrender. He could not let go. He could live a life of faith only within the parameters of his own definition, to hold on to his hiding place; to keep well protected inside the pillar of salt in which Sodom lives. In which the fallen archangel lives. And his face dropped in countenance as he was looked upon with love and mercy, calling him to his eternal life. And he went away. Will you also go away? Or will you come and realize your own value? These words are the way of the will of the heart.
ENDNOTES:
[i] Fallen: The impression isn’t the literal definition of “fallen” as having dropped down. It is a reference to a breach in our growth process, so a misdirection of the mind occurs.
[ii] Wrong: That which is preventing you from completing the personal growth process the goal of which is to come into the fulfillment of a direct relationship with your Heavenly Parent.
[iii] Eve: First woman of that Era, approximately 5,800 years, anointed to complete the maturing process incarnating eartheaven
[iv] Adam: First man of that Era, approximately 5,800 years ago, anointed to complete the maturing process of incarnation eartheaven.
[v] Sin: The Aramaic renderings would be - to miss the mark; it can also mean entangled in webs like a thread.
[vi] Lucifer: The process of self-deception or a spiritual being, using words to gain access to create demise.
[vii] The blessing: The point of a new beginning, the pivotal moment of a changed direction in life. May also mean a ceremony of forgiveness [Family Federation for World Peace].
[viii] Cain: Adam and Eve’s first born. Also represents internal spiritual and emotional feelings of being putout, abandoned, and/or disenfranchised manifesting as a critical attitude which fosters an internal descent which can become a basis for improvement or further chaos.
[ix] God’s Providence: The historical process of creating a foundation for the new Eden, the ideal world.
August 25, 1993
All people are searching for the fulfillment of their original being. In this search, so much frustration takes place often rendering people hopeless, and thereby falling prey to the teachings of the fallen[i] archangel. Through the fallen archangel's teachings, a person's internal character is redefined according to the standard of value which the fallen archangel has come to believe in as a result of having to justify his own existence through the lifestyle he conveys to fallen people on earth. By this then, all people in their search to fulfill their original nature find themselves often frustrated because one must necessarily go through the territory of the fallen archangel to come into the world of True Adam.
Therefore, each one of you who is here tonight is most blessed should you be able to bring the teachings that you will hear tonight internally into the sanctuary, which for the most part you may have not found in your life, will be among the fortunate. Tap into that sanctuary tonight and let these words reside in that place. For these words are The Teachings 40 generations later. The Teachings are here so that each one of you, in your position to be loved by God, can then fulfill their position in order to be loved by God. This is a most blessed thing and that in this you find your humility, and in that humility, you are able to stand naked. And it is in that nakedness that you are able to find what it is that is wrong[ii] with you, that which has been blocking your life from coming into the fruition of the inheritance which rightfully can become yours. You are destined to come into the inheritance that opens the possibility for true parenthood inside of your own lives.
Therefore, blessed are they who are humble that they might recognize inside of themselves what they need to forsake and leave behind them and not look back lest they turn into a pillar of salt, divorcing themselves from the rightfulness of their inheritance. Through the memory of the past, the fallen archangel will pull you away from your being able to reach fruition, of achieving the position to be loved by God. Therefore, whoever can submit themselves to the real meaning of humility will find the door is opened for them to enter into the sanctuary where they find God living inside.
And blessed are those who persevere, not necessarily only those who do good works, or are righteous each day, or who have lived pure lives entirely. That is virtuous. But such people may find one day that they don't understand humility and their arrogance predominates, which means they are not bearing the fruits of a pure life. In their arrogance they shall find one day that they submit to the teachings of the fallen archangel, and one day they give up. They do not persevere to the end and the very foundation which they have created by way of their pure life is partially lost. Therefore, blessed are they who have been able to persevere. And in this, the perseverance can open up the portal for that person to find the sanctuary inside by which that person then is able to come in contact with the foundation by which to receive their inheritance.
And blessed are they who understand their responsibility because in those who have taken responsibility for that which they have been given by God, more shall be given to them. And to those who have been given and have not been able to fulfill the responsibility given to them, they may find that more may not be given to them. And those who have squandered that which has been given to them, more may be taken away from them until they learn the path of being humble, that they may enter into the sanctuary to discover the foundation which is the basis for which the inheritance can find its anchor. Otherwise, a person will be living according to the memories of the teachings which the archangel has given to his ancestors, which are very much alive inside each individual. Therefore, blessed are they who understand their responsibility. You can live to be able to bring into reality the very responsibility, which is to reach maturation, which becomes potentially possible through the change of lineage.
And blessed are those people who have understood the words which they have heard which are truthful in their lives, and who have not divorced themselves from those words in order to give themselves greater attachment to the words which were given to Eve[iii] before the fall. Though people have changed their lineage, those words still live within each person's fallen mind. The words which Eve received and the instructions which Eve received from the archangel are still alive in the memory of your ancestors. Should one not be able to establish the proper foundation by which one's ancestry can be resurrected, those memories shall continue to come back. Should you not establish the foundation of substance by which your ancestors can be resurrected, you will be left to despair. But should you establish this foundation of substance, their memories then are vanquished and forgotten. Through this you create a resurrected spiritual world, which becomes the atmosphere which Adam[iv] and Eve did not have around them due to the planning of the fallen archangel. In this manner you are able to do what Adam and Eve could not do, which was to create the atmosphere for the resurrection of their children. Being that this was not successful, it was easier for their children to fight amongst one another. Thus, Cain and Abel could not make the condition to develop a better spiritual environment and bring about the possibility of the birth of the Messiah in the next generation.
Therefore blessed are they who understand the words and the teachings that they have received, that they may be able to take those words and not act upon them in an empty way; whereby actions are only pretensive and become part of a facade that you build in your life whereby you pretend that you are living a holy life by way of listening to truthful words and acting out those truthful words. But your acting is only making you a hypocrite when in the reality inside yourself you have nothing to do with those words. For it is better not to speak words of truth knowing inside yourself that you speak words of truth only that you might get attention because you were not attended to as young child, not receiving the love that should have been given to you by your parents. Therefore, in the illusion of your own mind, in order to receive attention, you believe you are justified by your actions and by your works. It is better not to speak words of truth just because now you know the truth and you believe by speaking the truth, you are helping other's lives when in reality should you look honestly inside of your life, you will find that you speak words not that you are giving life to others, but only that you are trying to gain life from others given to you because inside of you, you are experiencing that sense of need and lacking. To this end, what is being cultivated is the continuation of the masquerade where you believe so honestly that you are living a life of attendance when in fact what you are doing is fulfilling a life of self-centeredness. Therefore, do not be a person who feels that you are taking responsibility for the truth that you have learned in your life, when in reality you are not taking responsibility for a life of attendance but are taking from others what you should be giving to them. The taking from others is the drawing of their attention to you because you have not yet fully identified with the emptiness inside your soul. In not being able to face the reality of your emptiness, you have created a life of faith which is not truly the life of faith where you stand in humility naked before God, confessing your sins[v] to your own heart, realizing your shame and indecency before God and before your ancestors and put yourself in readiness to take responsibility to make repentance in the proper offering to God for the acceptance of your shame and your irresponsible way of living.
Therefore, I say and teach all people who read or hear these Teachings that you must be very careful. Watch very carefully the work and the actions of the fallen archangel in your seemingly true spiritual life. For one day your life will be tested - and the temptation will come to you where you will stand naked, and your shame will come out. Your indecency before God shall be revealed one day.
Therefore, they who have boasted so strongly in the teachings of truth only to be presumptuous, only to draw attention to themselves, to make themselves feel strong inside and in control, one day shall be humbled by the nakedness of their spiritual life. Because they will not be able to stand up to the true test, which is the test of whether or not this person has been able, when left alone and forsaken by God and forsaken by brothers and sisters, and forsaken by their spouse, and forsaken by their children, and forsaken by their ancestry, then what do you think of yourself inside? Do you hold in contempt all the various people who you believed should have supported your life? Who should have loved you, cared for you and served you? Do you hold in contempt your father, your mother, your ancestors? Shall you hold in contempt your spouse, your ancestry, your religious organization? Shall you hold in contempt all those who you believe are contemptible for the sake of justifying your own failure, that you may not face your responsibility and look clearly inside to the shame that you see when you stand in nakedness? And for being irresponsible? In this moment, how will you act? How shall you think? It is then you shall find out what you really are inside of yourself, whether or not the life you have lived in your life of attendance has been a life of attendance or rather has been a life of people attending you.
Therefore, blessed are they who have heard words of truth and through hearing words of truth, have confessed up to themselves their secrets which are so dark; their misgivings in life still unconfessed inside themselves. By not doing this, one must deny the impulse of the original mind in order not to face judgment that the person then may escape into the illusion of everything that he is not. Making a world of make-believe in order to cover up inside oneself the false lifestyle which has been created in order to escape the judgment of truth which one heard, the judgment of personality which one does not have, and the judgment of heart because of feeling so barren inside. To escape these judgments, one must live in the world of the teachings of Lucifer and become one with Lucifer[vi] and become his child, that one does not become a child of God.
Should you become a child of God, you must own up and confess your sins to God otherwise you cannot feel God's love freely flowing through you, because you know inside there is yet some shame to be discovered through the unrepented sins in your life, and in your ancestry, that you still struggle with and yet you may not know that you struggle with them because they have been denied since childhood. But they still live so fully manifested in your life and if you are honest, you can see this powerfully in your marriage relationship. Your spouse will provoke in you the very sins of your ancestors that the condition might be established that you might be responsible in that moment for the words of truth that you did hear in the past. Should you then hold your spouse in contempt, you cannot be responsible to the truth that you know, thereby continuing the teachings of the fallen archangel to escape into the illusion that it is your spouse who is making your life difficult; not realizing the opportunity of resurrection for your eternal life through the salvation of your ancestors and the forgiveness of their sins by your realizing the blessing of the words of truth that you have been taught.
So why is it that you have come to the altar of God to make an offering, to make your foundation of faith, should you not even be able to believe inside yourself that you've been honest in the very beginning of your spiritual life. Even in reading words of truth? How is it that you have come to make an offering knowing very well that inside of yourself you have yet such deep secrets which have been blocking you from even being able to come into contact with the living word of truth, rendering yourself only in intellect, being able to logically rationalize truth? It is for this reason that you may find that there are no people gathering around you, because they cannot find through you the redemption of their lives and through you experience the feeling of hearing the words, "And neither shall I condemn you. Go and sin no more." But inside of themselves, even should they be with you, they feel the same conflict in their lives. The same shame and struggle. The same torment and suffering. The same pain lurking inside of them that you live with. How can you resolve another person, should you not have found resolve inside yourself? How should you expect anyone to be honest with you, if you are not honest with yourself? How shall you expect anyone to respect you if you do not respect yourself? The problem is that inside yourself you know that you are not respectable, that you are still living in shame. The guilt still lives because the fall of man still lives inside of you because you have not really questioned. You have looked back at Sodom and turned into a pillar of salt yourself by stirring up inside yourself and resurrecting the teachings of the archangel.
Even in hearing words of truth your minds wander about. You cannot focus even but for a moment sometimes to anchor and to understand even what you hear now and how it relates to your own life. You're thinking of tomorrow and your plans for next week. This is your own disrespect for your own original mind. For the words which you are hearing tonight are original mind words. When you cannot pay attention, it means you have not found respectability inside yourself, which means you live outside of the sanctuary of your own true being, still being distracted by your wandering minds. Still living a life of pretense. Still being linked to things which distract you in the world which are inside of you. It is for this reason the Word of God may not live inside of you, and only your intellect believes that the Word of God has found its residence in you. Should the Word of God really find its residence in you, then you begin to become a living being. Then you yourself know that people who come to you can find their way to God. When you do not live just in the world of intellect, you can find hundreds of people coming toward you.
Therefore, The Teachings are that you are truly most blessed should you understand the words of truth which you have been taught, which you have experienced in your life. But you must own up inside yourself and honestly reflect what is your relationship with these words. One day you will be asked to own up to what you know and so little can one live what one doesn't know.
How can anyone hold anyone in contempt for anything when you look at your own life and you realize the disarray? And yet the archangel lives so strongly, convincing each person how well he or she is doing. All you need do is think for one year how many people you didn't service and take care of. How many people did you indict and accuse and wall off from? With how many people did you not act rightfully but instead divorced yourself from your rightful inheritance by divorcing others from you in the moment of opportunity to give life to others? How is it you think inheritance comes? Simply by saying, "I am saved?" If that is true, the mockery is even stronger.
To receive and do nothing with what you received is to live a life of disrespectfulness internally. If one comes to understand the meaning of being blessed, then one understands the meaning of being responsible to the words which have been heard, the words which were not given to Eve and were therefore not there to help her withstand the plan of Lucifer. Therefore, internally Eve became impotent, unable to convey the proper reality of the circumstance of her relationship with Lucifer to Adam. As such, Adam was not able to understand inside of himself by way of the living Word almost ready to come alive inside of him at his adolescent age. Adam should have had experienced the command of being the lord of the universe. How can a person at that moment enter into the fall of man, making themselves the shame of the universe?
Therefore, Eve was not able to access the sanctuary inside of herself. She was not able to find God living inside of her because she had listened to the wrong teachings - the teachings which Lucifer gave to her, shutting her off from her original mind.
As such, when she sat down and talked with Adam about her relationship with Lucifer, Eve was not able to convey to Adam rightfully what took place. As a result of this Adam could not come into the position of receiving the proper judgment to awaken inside of himself the sanctuary where his original mind still lived; where he could have brought the measure of judgment to Eve and instructed Eve to make the necessary condition whereby she could have been brought back into the position of having nothing to do with Lucifer. Therefore, please understand inside the things which you are hearing. Inside of you is the same sanctuary of Eve because you are in the same position, aren't you?
Look inside yourselves and ask, "Where am I really and who lives inside of me?" Is it the dialogue and the relationship between Eve and the archangel? Or is it the dialogue between God, Gabriel, and Adam and Eve? Which one lives more strongly inside of you?
The Teachings have it, that blessed are they who understand the true meaning of humility that they may stand naked and find their sin and confess up to God inside themselves what that sin is. And blessed are they who understand their responsibility, and who have heard truth and understand the responsibility which Eve could not take in front of Adam and Adam could not take in front of Eve, thereby engaging in the fall of man. Should the fall of man continue to live inside of you, you must ask yourself whether you need to stop pretending and start from the beginning of your spiritual life. Do not think for a moment that you are blessed before God if in your lifestyle you deny the very thing that you think inside of yourself. It is the same as the disciples arguing over who shall have the greater position in the kingdom of God. How foolish, for it may be the sinners that get there before them! Being first in receiving the blessing[vii], you may find yourself at the back of the train in your relationship with God.
Do not frown upon those who first come and receive the blessing of understanding, that they come to life in the receiving and that you inside of yourself still hold others in contempt for having hurt you in your life of faith, so that you hold those who are coming to life in their life of faith contemptible because they judge you. But you excuse those who are now coming alive as being so young that they do not yet understand. And in this way you escape the judgment. Yet I tell you it is you that does not understand. Let them have a little bit more experience, one thinks, and see the real problems that we face in an organization trying to save mankind, then they will not be as inspired as they are now. Should you impart this experience to others, you make yourself twice a son of Lucifer.
How strong is your original mind? You must understand your fallen minds are alive. Sometimes the facade and pretensive living of spiritual life makes one believe that having a holy and righteous position negates the reality of the fallen mind. One's ancestors are still very much enwrapped and connected with the impact of the fall. In order for them to be freed, you must internally be able to go beyond the scope of the structure of their thinking. That is why you will be tempted by the same types of people who tempted them.
The same pitfalls, sexually, that your ancestors fell into will tempt you as well. The same type of attraction that a man has for fallen Eve will come about because of the same attraction that your male ancestors had for certain fallen Eves that will appear before you. You will meet the same people, who in a different body and spirit, tempted your ancestors to fall. Should you not recognize that, you may excuse it and continue to flirt internally and then compare your spouse against that flirtation. By doing this, you make an alliance with the pillar of salt of your ancestors and are unable to truly resurrect them in a way that they are looking to be resurrected.
Now internally you may honestly feel that you have very little to do with this. That would be your first mistake. Do you think that somehow your ancestors don't see you masturbating at night? Or lusting for somebody across the street? Such a life is not one of purity. You must therefore look honestly inside of yourself and see what type of person you are before feeling (in the reality of) being most blessed. To feel most blessed is a very real-life experience. It is an experience in which the Word has become alive inside of you.
You hear these words and perhaps feel a bit uncomfortable. It is not wrong that you do feel internally uncomfortable, because the Teachings come now that you might be made uncomfortable that you might be made comfortable in a more secure way. For if you are going to save your ancestors and create the type of circumstance by which your children shall become blessed of God, then you need to understand inside of you what type of spiritual world you are drawing around your family. As you heard in the Teachings about clearing away an angry spiritual world, Adam and Eve did not have the proper environment by which to be able to access their original minds in a deep enough way to withstand the temptation of Lucifer. In order to indemnify this environment, we must create an environment which brings the proper level of spiritual world - at least the level of Paradise must come and dwell amongst your family.
But I would ask you the question, "Who amongst you understands how to bring the saints and sages of Paradise down into the environment of your family?" It has to do with the internalization of receiving the Word and conveying the Word to others that they become alive and are in the position of being able to receive God's love through you, that by this, they acknowledge you as one who has a parental heart.
Should you develop the parental heart toward Cain[viii], when Cain acknowledges that you are one through whom he can receive forgiveness of his shame inside, and those in the Cain position to you are able to love you and your husband before your child is born, the realm of Paradise shall descend down to you as a couple and create a sphere of protection during the embryonic journey of the holy child. There are people who recognize you as being able to love them. This is the true meaning of Abel, and the child is thus born into the world as a son or daughter of God.
A true Abel does not just stand in the position of directing but is able to love Cain in a way that Cain feels inside himself. I know your anguish. I know your sins which are many. However, by the greatness of your faith and love, Cain feels the words spoken to him: "Your sins are forgiven." How many people experience that with Abel? Instead, how many Cains hold Abel in contempt because Cain sees Cain inside of Abel.
Cain does not like himself because he disrespects himself because he has not found the sanctuary inside to escape the maneuver of the fallen archangel, whom he hates. Therefore, Cain hates himself. Should he then see himself in Abel, he holds Abel in contempt, blocking his own way to redemption and his own resurrection. Abel sees Cain inside of himself and Abel hates Cain. Because Abel does not like the fallen archangel, Abel cannot find Abel inside of himself and therefore he finds Cain.
Should Cain come to Abel that Cain might find his own resolution before God, to be loved where he was forsaken and comforted where he was rejected. But because Cain cannot find Abel in Abel, Cain finds Cain in Abel, and Abel finds Cain in Abel. They both die together, and the prolongation of God's Providence[ix] continues.
Abel, not being able to love himself, cannot be Abel, because he does not find the love of God inside of him. He finds the love of Lucifer loving him. Because he has looked back at the pillar of salt, at Sodom and does not look at his sisters as pure, holy children but may look at his sisters as adult women, by this he cannot enter into the deep sanctuary of his own spouse to find forgiveness of his own sins through his wife not understanding his wife is his second messiah.
Through his wife, he can hear, "I know, my son. Your sins are many. But because of the greatness of your love for me, your sins, as dark as they may be, are forgiven of you." But he cannot see that in his wife because he loves the Lucifer inside of himself, though he does not know he loves Lucifer because he is denying facing his responsibility of owning up to being blessed by way of hearing the Words of truth, which should bring the judgment to Lucifer inside of Abel externally. He is denying facing that through the judgment of the truth whereby Lucifer would be excised out of Abel externally, that God might be able to come and love Abel so that Cain no longer lives to that extent in Abel that when Cain comes, holding in contempt the Word, Cain does not find Cain in Abel, but finds the mercy of God.
Therefore, I teach all of you that you must excise Lucifer out of your souls. And do not pretend to live a spiritual life, thinking that you are Abel when Cain lives inside of you. If you are in Abel's position, which all of you are having received the blessing, then when he who sins against God comes to you in the world divorced from God, did you service them or did you divorce them from the rightfulness of their inheritance which you should give to them by being in the position of being loved by God and having experienced change of lineage? Or do you alienate those people who come to you to receive God's love because inside of you, you find Cain through their presence in your life? And you become so disgusted with them living inside of you, that you cannot excise Lucifer outside of them, for you have not forsaken Lucifer inside of you in your own life? That's why one day spiritually you are in heaven, and the next day you do not know whether you even believe in what you believe.
Eve believed and then the next day she fell. She believed and so did Adam. And so, it is with all of you. They then found themselves disavowing themselves with the truth by which they were to be blessed in holy matrimony. When you are at a low ebb in your spiritual life, you do not find inside of yourself the refreshing purification of the living water. This is because you are in the same circumstance in which Eve found herself and Adam. You are listening internally to the fallen archangelic dialogue which prompts your fallen mind, still attached to your fallen ancestry. As such your fallen ancestry shall come around you and not the realm of Paradise. You therefore struggle, your spouse struggles, and your family struggles. This is natural.
However, should you understand that the moment is before you to establish the foundation of substance to receive the messiah inside your family, then resurrection takes place. Then you judge the words of the fallen archangel given to Eve from outside of your fallen mind, which enables you to access the sanctuary in your Original Mind, that you may be blessed, for you have received the words of Truth.
It is a very sharp distinction between what you think and how you feel, and how you judge when you shouldn't judge. By judging you render yourself contemptible. Who is it that you are judging? You've even judged the words which you hear from me. Even from the mouths of babes you shall hear the Word of God. Even from children you hear the echo of the original mind. But you don't hear it amongst another. You do not hear it from each other because you do not listen. You judge each other too critically because you are in contempt of yourself and frustrated internally with your own life to such a degree that you render neutral and impotent any words of wisdom.
Those who love God most truly, who feel God most truly inside themselves, will hear the Word of God from the greatest sinner. When you find God and hear God's truth spoken through him who is most shamed, then God is with you. Should you only wait for those who are righteous to speak God's words, and only through them can you hear, then you are living a life of pretension and arrogance. If you cannot find God except in the most obvious form, it means you cannot see with your eyes closed. But you must see being blind. You must hear without hearing. Then you can see rightfully. Then you can see inside of yourself. But you cannot open your eyes and see yourself internally. Only by being blind can you see yourself and discover who you are not. And by that you then have the wisdom to remove from yourself the world of Lucifer, that you might then see properly how to take Lucifer out of those who come to you that they might have eternal life. Therefore, blessed are they who have heard the Truth and have understood the way. That the Truth lives inside of you and is not just textbook jargon, recited from a hymnal like long, eloquent prayers, so you seem holy before others because you feel so shamed inside of yourself; that by the justification of others you further escape your own judgment internally. This is the greater judgment that you did escape: the judgment inside, that one day you will be judged even greater by your children.
You are the salt of the earth. But if the salt itself loses the very meaning of its existence, how is it then that you can preserve any good that is inside of you? Therefore, protect your Original Mind. When you find yourself being the very preservative of the righteousness of God inside of yourself. You must protect the righteousness of God inside you and not enter into a flirtation experience inside your own fallen mind, thinking that it is not sin because you have not acted it out in your body. You are already making the condition of sin just by thinking. Be therefore pure in your thoughts. See no one as the potential lustful mate of yourself. See no one in the position of being able to do more for you than your spouse. See no one as being in the position of being able to give to you that which you don't have. Should they not give to you, you hold them in contempt and in judgment of not loving you.
Do not judge and you will not be judged, except by the judgment of your Original Mind. Do not judge and others will not judge you. If you judge others, they will judge you and ask you to owe up to the judgment that you gave them, that you yourself could not live up to. Then you become Cain on top of Cain.
Extend mercy and mercy will be given to you. Which means do not be so quick to size up others, for you do not know them honestly. You think that you know them, but not knowing yourself, how can you understand anyone else? How do you know you are not seeing them through the eyes of your fallen ancestors? How do you know you are not seeing them through the eyes of the potential condition of indemnity there awaiting you to liquidate the sin of your ancestors? But you hold them in judgment and in contempt, being angry at them, thereby forsaking the moment of opportunity for your own life. You did not extend mercy to them, that they may have a moment of relief; that they should internally find a moment of peace; that they can commune with the Abel part of you. You did not extend your mercy to them, and as a result, they became angrier within.
Eve holds resentment for having been seduced and betrayed by Lucifer. She should never have had that experience. Every woman who meets Lucifer fosters further resentment internally. This lives in man as well, because he argues that Eve does not love me in the way that I need, which is the same argument of Lucifer with God. Men therefore become resentful and hold in contempt women who cannot perform sexually in the way that they think they need, that they might be justified in their male hood. Should they continue to foster this, they look back at Sodom and make themselves a person who is alive with Lucifer and are thereby unable to extend mercy to others because they cannot find the light of life inside themselves.
In order to forsake the potential of the light of life, this person bonds more deeply with Lucifer in the darkness. The person who is unmerciful with himself cannot give mercy to others. Should the Truth come and stand right before you, you reject it because you did not receive mercy and compassion in your life. Should Cain not receive mercy, he cannot have a moment of space inside himself to receive Abel's love. He becomes more angry and bitter because inside of him lives betrayal, mistrust, and resentment.
The Teachings say, Blessed are they who are humble. Have you given compassion and mercy to others? Whom have you really loved? How many people do you hold in contempt and judge and size up? How can you size up if your standard is so low internally? First you must have a standard by which you are held unreproachable by the realm of Paradise.
Therefore, start from the beginning. Do not accuse leaders, brothers and sisters, spouses, ancestors, children, or animals. People even kick their animals, holding the animals in such contempt because of one's own inner anger and frustration about life. How low shall one sink while still thinking that they are holy amongst men, leaders amongst people, yet barely able even for a moment in a day to live a holy life in the true meaning of the Word of God? Extend mercy and compassion to others, and others will give mercy and compassion to you.
You seek, but when you find, you do not want to acknowledge what you have found because of the judgment it renders to your own soul. You ask, and when you are answered, you disavow the answer because it causes judgment upon your own soul. You knock, the door is opened, yet you live in fear to cross through the threshold of the complete surrender of life in the autumn, awaiting the winter of barrenness inside your soul that you might be nurtured into the springtime. You fear, therefore your seeking was pretensive; your asking was pretensive; and your knocking was make-believe. How much do you need to start your life over?
Internally, one complains of not being financially sound and yet one does not seek the Kingdom of God first. One thinks by seeking the Kingdom of God, you'll be rendered hopeless. How is it that you thought that seeking the Kingdom of God and its righteousness meant you could keep living a life of falsehood and pretentiousness? That by your works you shall be justified? By your actions you shall be justified? By results you are justified as being a child of God? How is it you are justified by results when internally you hold the very organization in contempt that you brought the results for?
How much must one repent for not having had the foundation to receive the Messiah? Is it any wonder why you cannot feel salvation through your spouse, when you did not accept the position internally of readying yourself to receive your spouse? You did not make the foundation of faith or the foundation of substance to be resurrected into the New Testament era by which the words of Jesus, which you hear, are made alive inside yourself. By crossing the threshold into the Complete Testament era, you could receive wholeheartedly in the fullness of your surrender to your sacrifice, accepting your spouse, that you might have eternal life and that through your spouse, you find Abel.
Therefore, blessed are they who are the most merciful and extend this mercy and this light of compassion to others, having found their responsibility internally to the Truth. If you live in the darkness of your protracted life of faithfulness, you will not find the meaning. And your spouse will represent all the contemptible items that your ancestors held contemptible in their lives, and you shall one day feel the pressure of the fallen archangel at your throat.
Many prefer not to be with their spouses because the love of God does not live inside of the one who cannot be with their spouse. You cannot say, "God's love lives inside of me, but I do not love my spouse." What a contradiction. One may receive the words of Truth and understand but still struggle with their spouse. The struggle is a necessary part of the condition of indemnity. However, to inherit the physical and spiritual foundation available to you now through the merit of the age that one might establish the criteria by which they are Messiahs at the level of their family and clan, one must come into acceptance of their spouse. Not simply by means of having a spouse stand next to you, but a much deeper acceptance. It is the blocking through the inheritance, through the fall of man, through one's lineage of the personality of Lucifer that blocks people from seeing the magnificence of their spouse. There is no other reason except for the interference of the fallen archangel. Those of you who struggle on this level may not want to accept that, which means that you have not been fully compliant with honesty, that the judgment of Truth should judge the lucifer inside of you.
The standard of real purity is unknown to most people alive. The standard of real innocence is virtually unknown to most people alive, except for those who should get through the fallen archangelic persona. And I do not mean that in very vague terms, but in very real terms.
Lucifer had to make up a new psychological definition of his own thinking in order not to face the judgment of Eve's Original Mind. He reworked truth in such a way that he felt justified in his approach, detaching himself from his own being of understanding, as an archangel understanding truth. The truth could no longer judge Lucifer rightfully, because in his own mind he had reworked the principle into such a psychological thesis that he was able to convince Eve of it. He had to dampen her Original Mind, through emotional sensationalism and invalidating her sense of belonging to Adam.
Lucifer will try to invalidate your sense of belonging to your spouse the same way he invalidated Eve's understanding of her belonging to Adam. Through Adam, Eve finds her eternal value and justification for existing. This was invalidated before the fall, which allowed her to enter into an emotional relationship with Lucifer, feeling a sense of greater importance with Lucifer than with Adam. A greater potential destiny; a greater sense of relief with Lucifer.
Adultery begins with one finding a greater sense of future, relief, hope, experience, and sensationalism; the experience of feeling attended to, loved and served, when all along it is the nakedness of the fall of man. Therefore, coming into this acceptance of your spouse, traversing the psychological construction of the fallen archangel's thinking inside yourself allows you to come into the real acceptance of your spouse.
How can one help others come closer to God when the same sins of the people you are trying to serve are more greatly alive inside yourself? You may find that they are helping you to find remission of your own sins and by this you become further detached from your own sanctuary inside yourself. Inside such a course, it is only a matter of time until you may be brought into the world of the fallen archangel unless you should have a deep enough anchor to receive grace from others who know less than you but have repented and have been honest more than you. Then in this God will speak through those who know less than you.
Therefore, be the types of people who can truly preserve inside of yourselves that which is good. Do not be the people who escape responsibility, making believe, living a life which is pretensive, only to find one day your life shattered in front of you, and even then, excusing yourself. For when you are shattered you may find that you may have to recreate your life based upon the fallen archangel. Therefore, extend mercy. Extend forgiveness. Firstly, to your spouse and then extend it outwardly from there. If you must, practice on others and then bring it home.
Each day and each moment you have the work which must be done sufficient for the resurrection of your life. Your eternal life begins today. Even now if you are divorcing yourself from the moment, already you are a pretender. Not that I should receive the respect of you that you listen, but those who live in their own Original Minds listen for it is the respectable thing to do. You shall respect others bringing respect to you otherwise Cain will reject you because you did not inside of yourself practice the respect to others that you want for yourselves.
Therefore, live a life of faith which is real that in each day you can relish and catch the moment, the opportunity of God speaking to you, that you create beautiful moments in your life by way of acknowledging your Original Mind in each given moment. Acknowledge your fallen mind in each given moment and you can divorce your fallen mind from your Original Mind and follow your Original Mind, that you can cherish each moment so that you can breathe. You had better, for the next day you may not be breathing.
You do not know what lies ahead. Do not hold for granted the love that you have in your life now. Do not hold disrespectfully each day which God has given you, even though you are challenged each day. Do not stay too long in the dungeon of your own suffering and shame and detachment, for you do not know the day wherein you shall be brought to the spiritual world in the state of mind that you were relishing and holding onto, looking back at Sodom, making yourself a pillar of preserving your own internal emptiness and low spiritual life. Challenge it in each moment that comes up inside of you, that you are found to be the children of resurrection and not the children of the name of resurrection who inside are full of darkness.
Do not find that you are among those who by appearance only look as if they live a spiritual life, but inside their cup is full of all kinds of uncleanliness. Be the types of people whom each day you can cherish touching water with your hands, that this water is made holy by the holiness inside of your own soul. Be the types of people that when you touch your spouse's hair, that hair becomes sanctified by God because of the sanctification of your hand by your own communion with the living God inside of you that in your moment of communion with your spouse, it is a moment of communion with God, and not just a moment of performance and make believe, in pretense, outwardly that you are making love, but rather internally you are bestowing to your spouse the inheritance of the innocence, of the holiness, of the sanctification of everything which is dear to God.
Therefore, in your prayer, pray that inside of yourself you may be made holy by a true life of attendance and each moment of your attendance, in everything that you do, you give the graciousness of God, the mercy, the forgiveness, to others. It is not offering the external that God asks of you. It is attendance of the heart. Do not be lost in your results without your heart, that you might live only in your results, finding yourself heartless and then you hold the very lifestyle in contempt by which you brought the results.
For you live in tradition and de-sanctify the tradition by disavowing the tradition inside yourself. You come and make offerings without the offering of sanctifying yourself before God. You seek to love your spouse in order to find the experience of acceptance but cannot love other brothers and sisters because they are rendered less important. Seek to build a tradition internally by which the external tradition is justified otherwise you have the name of living only for the sake of gratifying your own self-centeredness. Like a child who wants everything for himself and wants to take even more and acts up so loudly to be seen, to receive attention. That child inside of you is demonstrating and calling for attention because you are proud. And so you demonstrate your length of time, your education, how many spiritual children you have or your fundraising capacity. These are not things to be proud of should you not have the right heart internally by which these things can be received by God.
In each moment you have sufficiently the life which is calling for you to sanctify every person you meet, everything you touch, that by around you the Kingdom of God comes into being. Do not worry about the crimes of the past that you have committed, or the crimes committed against you or your children.
Hear the words which I speak. Take them inside of your souls. Pick up your cross and listen and come. And the angels of heaven will come to you and guide your life.
Do not worry if you cannot feel the excitement of romanticism with your spouse. It is the promise of the future. Pay attention to the indemnity of today that you should not lose the future coming to you. If you pay attention looking for the romanticism only today, the fallen archangel's future shall come to you.
Do not worry about those who chase after you from the past of your life. Treat them respectfully. Inside of them Lucifer may be living, seeking his own reconciliation to you who is in the position to be made holy before God. You must understand Satan's quest for vindication of his own crimes by way of his own repentance, by way of his own owning up in honesty what he did with Eve. Through those who come to you out of your past, when Satan comes through another to you, know that they may be in search of not destroying you but finding their resurrection unbeknown to themselves, prompted by their ancestors.
Therefore, treat all people with mercy, respect, compassion; but hold onto your position of Original Mindedness that you should not be infiltrated and lose your sense of sanctification through your blessing.
Do not worry that your spouse is not attentive to you. Pray rightfully for your spouse. Make an offering of the absence of the attendance of your spouse to you, that through that offering, your spouse might become justified before God by way of your offering and your being justified before God by your being in the position of Abel. By making your offering the position of he who loves more than, and is able to minister more than, your spouse is able to minister to you. By this then, you keep your spouse connected to you by way of your offering. If you believe this, God will work. Not that you should not direct your spouse to come into closer attendance but understand the internal world of your spouse, should your spouse not be able to come so close at this time.
Understand the world of Cain, and the alienation that Cain has to Abel. Why did Cain kill Abel? The Teachings shall make known to you what happened between Cain and Abel and their parents in their upbringing and the relationship to one another. Therefore, brothers and sisters, be wise, be patient, be careful in your living, for your living is so precious to God. Do not take it for granted but even for a moment.
I ask you all to have faith, for you may feel it is impossible to find the answer in your lives. For should you have faith, as faith really has it in and of itself, all things are possible with God. Do not exhaust yourselves in the struggle. But in the struggle find yourselves resurrected and revived and brought back to life again. Though you may be bleeding internally, and cannot stop the hemorrhaging, by the touch to the garment worn by the son of God and by her faith, her want, her surrender in the moment to the state of total absence of self, her hemorrhaging was cured.
How little is your faith in your own struggling in life? How great must your faith be for your resurrection in true life? I do not know what your hemorrhaging is exactly, but I know some of you are hemorrhaging internally. What you need to do then, is reach your hand out and touch, just touch. By your faith, real faith in that moment, you will live again.
Blessed are all of you who hear and understand the true life of faith. That in this, you become. We together become the hope for the salvation of the whole western world as westerners in this world in this room. Should you live in the shame, in the wound and in the bleeding; should you not pass through the eye of the needle, how difficult it is, as with the camel passing through the eye of the needle. How difficult it was when the calling came to the man, and he said to me, "Master, what must I do that I might have eternal life?" Not truly asking, but only asking for the sake of asking, not ready to receive the answer for which he asked, nor to pass through the door which he opened, nor for finding what he sought after in his seeking. And he asked, "What must I do to have eternal life?" And the answer was, "You know the Bible. You know the traditions." And he answered, "I have gone to church. I do tithe. I have kept all of the commandments. All these things which you ask, I have done." And the answer given to him, "There is one more thing you must do. Surrender in all of your sacrifices. Do not sacrifice and internally resist the sacrifice of your offering, that in your offering you are in contradiction - that your foundation of substance is in contradiction. Surrender all that you have. Give everything you've sold to the poor, and then whatever it is, pick up your cross, whatever your cross is in your secret hiding place of the shame of your soul, the darkness of your sins, pick up your cross and tend. Live a life of attendance of offering the world of the heart to God."
In hearing this, looking straight into my eyes, his face dropped in countenance. For inside he knew he could not surrender. He could not let go. He could live a life of faith only within the parameters of his own definition, to hold on to his hiding place; to keep well protected inside the pillar of salt in which Sodom lives. In which the fallen archangel lives. And his face dropped in countenance as he was looked upon with love and mercy, calling him to his eternal life. And he went away. Will you also go away? Or will you come and realize your own value? These words are the way of the will of the heart.
ENDNOTES:
[i] Fallen: The impression isn’t the literal definition of “fallen” as having dropped down. It is a reference to a breach in our growth process, so a misdirection of the mind occurs.
[ii] Wrong: That which is preventing you from completing the personal growth process the goal of which is to come into the fulfillment of a direct relationship with your Heavenly Parent.
[iii] Eve: First woman of that Era, approximately 5,800 years, anointed to complete the maturing process incarnating eartheaven
[iv] Adam: First man of that Era, approximately 5,800 years ago, anointed to complete the maturing process of incarnation eartheaven.
[v] Sin: The Aramaic renderings would be - to miss the mark; it can also mean entangled in webs like a thread.
[vi] Lucifer: The process of self-deception or a spiritual being, using words to gain access to create demise.
[vii] The blessing: The point of a new beginning, the pivotal moment of a changed direction in life. May also mean a ceremony of forgiveness [Family Federation for World Peace].
[viii] Cain: Adam and Eve’s first born. Also represents internal spiritual and emotional feelings of being putout, abandoned, and/or disenfranchised manifesting as a critical attitude which fosters an internal descent which can become a basis for improvement or further chaos.
[ix] God’s Providence: The historical process of creating a foundation for the new Eden, the ideal world.