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The First Teaching
Honesty: The Beginning of Finding Your True Self |
Honesty: The Beginning of Finding Your True Self
In your life, in retrospect, in your reflection, what did you learn? For many, the way of learning is of one dimension, that is, education and reaction to social circumstances. Did this teach you about who you are? Did you learn to understand your value and feel that value in your daily living? Did you learn to have a deep relationship with God, a real connection where you are sure it is God?
Often you are in contact with an outer sense of learning, not having internalized true wisdom which helps you to become a person of trueness. Please slow down and be still. Look inside yourself and see what is going on.
If you sit in silence and listen to your inner self, what do you hear? What do you learn when sitting still in silence? If you sit in stillness and in solitude, what does the mind say? Are you in a state of peace? Is there calm and clarity? Are you a person at peace internally? Of course, peace is somewhat relative in that it develops from the individual level to the cosmic level. However, you as a person in terms of your relationship with yourself, are you feeling good about the person inside?
The impact of not being loved in a true way throughout one’s life shows itself in clear visible ways, as well as in very clouded ways. The need for love is so great. I believe that everyone needs to be honest about their need to feel loved, accepted, and valued. This is a normal and a true want which rises from the world of heart and should be well understood by your own mind. When you are without love and its fulfillment, or in route to it (the realization and experience of your true identity), you become a high risk to the formation of the MASK. This is the identity which is formed as a result of not facing the true issues of growth and forming a false personage (the mask) which hides you from the world, and eventually from your truer part of self-identity.
Often, more learning is done in silence. You think that you learn by filling yourself with more and more knowledge. You can also learn by silence, by being still. One may have much difficulty to learn if there is great conflict within oneself. The conflict deafens you to learning unless you are honest as to the reality of the conflict. The war is sounding, often deafening to your Original Mind. And in this deafening, you hear so much of what you do not need to hear. Quieting the mind is so difficult. In the course of restoration, you can learn much by sitting still. Usually what you hear is what you should not hear, and what you don’t hear… you should. In the course of restoration, by sitting still you can learn what you need to do. Sometimes you want to live blindly so as not to face the reality of the work you need to do. “Let me be distracted as to not hear. I will fiddle-fiddle around, talk on the phone, doing whatever, so as to not hear the way of the Will.”
I asked you, what did you learn in silence and stillness? When you go deep into yourself, do you find solitude even with many others around? What do you hear? Are you in the depth of the heart experience, or can you be pulled outside of the self and brought into distraction? You are pulled outside into the world, so I say the more you are living outside yourself, the more you become distracted.
You try hard to find resolution in your lives both spiritually and in the body (concerning health). Sometimes you try so hard and at times it seems that you accomplish less. You need to learn to pray without praying. To serve and try without trying, to make effort without effort. To be one in the moment is the living prayer. It is always a process of inheritance. Like the master swordsman, he knows that his competitor is right before him. He sees the people gathering around him, he hears the sounds, and if he is distracted even for a moment, it is over. And yet he is not out of contact with his surroundings. HE IS ONE with himself. The master breathes with the universe. If the master acts with his luggage of the past, it will be over. His breathing is as the ocean, flowing in and out. A lake, when you look in, you see the perfect reflection of the self. This is his mind… unless you trouble the water. In stillness there is peace. When it is time for the master to move, he does so with grace and harmony. In stillness there is great movement. Like the master, looking inside he finds nothing so he can be filled. Should he find anything, even for a moment, it’s over. He is one with the Holy Stream, the way of the will. He does not find density. He doesn’t have to see through the fog to see the reality clearly.
The objective in restoration is to be as a tree naked and cold in the winter. The tree gives itself up, though it knows of the forthcoming spring. Are you as faithful?
You should ask your mind each day, “What is my life about?” You understand to fulfill the purpose of creation, to have a spouse, but you must understand this inside, otherwise the search will continue outside of yourself. One has not understood within oneself and so will find the search goes on outside of oneself. When you are baptized by the Holy Stream, you will hear the wisdom of the universe teaching you. Emerald Spring is the beginning of this learning.
What is real in your soul?
This spring is a new era in healing. We have crossed the threshold of entering into the complete testament era in the restoration of health. Ending disease is the path of simplicity. Your minds are such that in the fallen[0] state we are more fascinated by the search than the find. I love myself in such a fallen way, that I must not succeed, least I must face myself. God forbid I find peace or I’ll be empty inside (or so it seems). It seems more entertaining to distract myself, to be off the path, rather than to find and be responsible. This is not true life of the self. You pretend and in the pretending one will come to say, I am going to lose. It is in the pretending that life becomes unreal. Move to find your true self. It can be painful, but you can be healed and born anew. When one knows the psychology of submitting to false guidance and self-deception, you can understand how to get out of the pretentious living.
The Teaching henceforth is to be honest. The complete testament era of healing is also the time of the resurrection of the biological body. Restoration of the body is basically simple. It is the fallen Archangel’s[1] discourse that has you spun in a web, having you think that you are arriving when you are becoming more entrapped. There are three stages of restoration of the spirit and the biological body. At the sixth level you approach the awakening, where the seven communions meet. Here is the Holy Stream. You can be healed in the twinkling of an eye if you know the moment is at hand. Going the course of restoration means going through the stages on the subtlest levels.
This is the Essence of the Teachings 40 Generations Later:
ENDNOTES:
[0] The impression isn’t the literal definition of “fallen” as having dropped down. It is a reference to a breach in our growth process, so a misdirection of the mind occurs.
[1] The fallen archangel is not necessarily a spiritual entity. It may be the slope of self-deception or being fooled by cleaver words leading to one’s downfall.
[2] A conditional offering implies that when you come before God and make an offering, whether it be monetary, fasting or an act of service, that the way you live afterwards is consistent with the spirit of the offering.
[3] Jesus sees the characteristics of an elder spiritually regardless of age or birth order. Wisdom is passed on via wisdom itself – whoever holds this wisdom is the elder. In this case the conflict between brothers is a transitional phase in history.
In your life, in retrospect, in your reflection, what did you learn? For many, the way of learning is of one dimension, that is, education and reaction to social circumstances. Did this teach you about who you are? Did you learn to understand your value and feel that value in your daily living? Did you learn to have a deep relationship with God, a real connection where you are sure it is God?
Often you are in contact with an outer sense of learning, not having internalized true wisdom which helps you to become a person of trueness. Please slow down and be still. Look inside yourself and see what is going on.
If you sit in silence and listen to your inner self, what do you hear? What do you learn when sitting still in silence? If you sit in stillness and in solitude, what does the mind say? Are you in a state of peace? Is there calm and clarity? Are you a person at peace internally? Of course, peace is somewhat relative in that it develops from the individual level to the cosmic level. However, you as a person in terms of your relationship with yourself, are you feeling good about the person inside?
The impact of not being loved in a true way throughout one’s life shows itself in clear visible ways, as well as in very clouded ways. The need for love is so great. I believe that everyone needs to be honest about their need to feel loved, accepted, and valued. This is a normal and a true want which rises from the world of heart and should be well understood by your own mind. When you are without love and its fulfillment, or in route to it (the realization and experience of your true identity), you become a high risk to the formation of the MASK. This is the identity which is formed as a result of not facing the true issues of growth and forming a false personage (the mask) which hides you from the world, and eventually from your truer part of self-identity.
Often, more learning is done in silence. You think that you learn by filling yourself with more and more knowledge. You can also learn by silence, by being still. One may have much difficulty to learn if there is great conflict within oneself. The conflict deafens you to learning unless you are honest as to the reality of the conflict. The war is sounding, often deafening to your Original Mind. And in this deafening, you hear so much of what you do not need to hear. Quieting the mind is so difficult. In the course of restoration, you can learn much by sitting still. Usually what you hear is what you should not hear, and what you don’t hear… you should. In the course of restoration, by sitting still you can learn what you need to do. Sometimes you want to live blindly so as not to face the reality of the work you need to do. “Let me be distracted as to not hear. I will fiddle-fiddle around, talk on the phone, doing whatever, so as to not hear the way of the Will.”
I asked you, what did you learn in silence and stillness? When you go deep into yourself, do you find solitude even with many others around? What do you hear? Are you in the depth of the heart experience, or can you be pulled outside of the self and brought into distraction? You are pulled outside into the world, so I say the more you are living outside yourself, the more you become distracted.
You try hard to find resolution in your lives both spiritually and in the body (concerning health). Sometimes you try so hard and at times it seems that you accomplish less. You need to learn to pray without praying. To serve and try without trying, to make effort without effort. To be one in the moment is the living prayer. It is always a process of inheritance. Like the master swordsman, he knows that his competitor is right before him. He sees the people gathering around him, he hears the sounds, and if he is distracted even for a moment, it is over. And yet he is not out of contact with his surroundings. HE IS ONE with himself. The master breathes with the universe. If the master acts with his luggage of the past, it will be over. His breathing is as the ocean, flowing in and out. A lake, when you look in, you see the perfect reflection of the self. This is his mind… unless you trouble the water. In stillness there is peace. When it is time for the master to move, he does so with grace and harmony. In stillness there is great movement. Like the master, looking inside he finds nothing so he can be filled. Should he find anything, even for a moment, it’s over. He is one with the Holy Stream, the way of the will. He does not find density. He doesn’t have to see through the fog to see the reality clearly.
The objective in restoration is to be as a tree naked and cold in the winter. The tree gives itself up, though it knows of the forthcoming spring. Are you as faithful?
You should ask your mind each day, “What is my life about?” You understand to fulfill the purpose of creation, to have a spouse, but you must understand this inside, otherwise the search will continue outside of yourself. One has not understood within oneself and so will find the search goes on outside of oneself. When you are baptized by the Holy Stream, you will hear the wisdom of the universe teaching you. Emerald Spring is the beginning of this learning.
What is real in your soul?
This spring is a new era in healing. We have crossed the threshold of entering into the complete testament era in the restoration of health. Ending disease is the path of simplicity. Your minds are such that in the fallen[0] state we are more fascinated by the search than the find. I love myself in such a fallen way, that I must not succeed, least I must face myself. God forbid I find peace or I’ll be empty inside (or so it seems). It seems more entertaining to distract myself, to be off the path, rather than to find and be responsible. This is not true life of the self. You pretend and in the pretending one will come to say, I am going to lose. It is in the pretending that life becomes unreal. Move to find your true self. It can be painful, but you can be healed and born anew. When one knows the psychology of submitting to false guidance and self-deception, you can understand how to get out of the pretentious living.
The Teaching henceforth is to be honest. The complete testament era of healing is also the time of the resurrection of the biological body. Restoration of the body is basically simple. It is the fallen Archangel’s[1] discourse that has you spun in a web, having you think that you are arriving when you are becoming more entrapped. There are three stages of restoration of the spirit and the biological body. At the sixth level you approach the awakening, where the seven communions meet. Here is the Holy Stream. You can be healed in the twinkling of an eye if you know the moment is at hand. Going the course of restoration means going through the stages on the subtlest levels.
This is the Essence of the Teachings 40 Generations Later:
- Be honest in your insight of yourself, in this you can know the nature of your mind.
- In dishonesty you pretend outwardly, only to conceal the fractured nature inside. Thus, you become detached from yourself.
- Therefore, do not pray, or serve, teach, or heal with pretense, but do so selflessly, at least with the intent and effort of selflessness.
- Likewise, in your foundation of faith, the conditional offering[2] should be made with preparation. Make your intent clear that your offering is from your heart. To reconcile with God, have no pretense. In your foundation of faith ascertain the condition of your offering by an honest inward view of the spirit in the offering. Do not think that the outer form is the only reality in your offering. You and your offering, in the time of surrender, should be as one.
- Be clean, fresh, innocent, and pure.
- Honesty is the cornerstone in this healing. You cannot be stable, or your condition of indemnity be secured, if you are dishonest.
- Stop deceiving yourselves. The true self can be gained by shedding and inheriting.
- Shedding means to let go, to sacrifice and surrender. Inwardly, you need to surrender to your sacrifice, otherwise your sacrifice is pretentious, and you will continue to distract and deceive yourself, and the fracture will remain.
- Your original mind is experienced with the diminishing conflict in yourself. As long as two masters live within you, you must honor one, forget the other; one must be loved, the other ignored; one must be surrendered to, the other sacrificed.
- This is the way to God. The capacity of inheritance always must be expanded. Inheritance comes through the representations of Cain/Abel[3], through their foundation created by reversing the motive, process, and results of the fall.
- To inherit and gain life, for the true person to live, you must be unconditionally
ENDNOTES:
[0] The impression isn’t the literal definition of “fallen” as having dropped down. It is a reference to a breach in our growth process, so a misdirection of the mind occurs.
[1] The fallen archangel is not necessarily a spiritual entity. It may be the slope of self-deception or being fooled by cleaver words leading to one’s downfall.
[2] A conditional offering implies that when you come before God and make an offering, whether it be monetary, fasting or an act of service, that the way you live afterwards is consistent with the spirit of the offering.
[3] Jesus sees the characteristics of an elder spiritually regardless of age or birth order. Wisdom is passed on via wisdom itself – whoever holds this wisdom is the elder. In this case the conflict between brothers is a transitional phase in history.